*sigh* okay.... okay gimmie a sec.... -.-

im NOT DEAD!
ive been having lots of stress at home, including my doggie almost going to the hospital for a blood transfusion.... im going to add the ppl that are watching me now to my friends list later when i update.... im going to keep putting this off til summer vacation (May 29) sorry! id LOVE to show you guys how good ive gotten, but im not feeling too well at this moment.... plus Brawl and Mario KArt Wii have taken up alot of my spare time.. id love friend codes if anyone has them! i suck at brawl :/ but i kicked my friends but 14 times in a row on MKW!!! ive gotta let my dog out now so ill keep this short-- i love Bowzillas latest work! X3

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let me just say that for future referance, i NEVER trace anything... that is all.
*hangs up the mic* *more feedback* @_x

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Friends :3 ....YOU ALL ROK!


ppl i knows in real life! ^o^ YAYS!


clubs! YESH!

sorry about that last journal entry, just blowing off some cold steam. I had just read 's journal the night i posted that... ANYWAY i WILL post all or at least most of the missing deviations tomorrow!
blahblahbla (forgets what to type XD) o well see ya later!

I dont know why but im always so self-consious about the whole Bowser thing when im around my friends... am i coming off as a wierd little freak? ;-; *doesn't understand* I really want to hang around the people i call my friends more often but either i dont make the time for them or some other bullsh** excuse for me to be in bed all day eating whatever the hell i can find in this house that isnt a moonpie... i hate those things... my dad's STILL smoking, even after we've reasoned with him... lesse he promised to stop smoking when i was born... he never did we found this out about half a year ago. i hate the smell of anything that's a drug, i honestly cant breath it or i almost pass out... rawr i dont understand why i call my friends my FRIENDS, i swear it has NOTHING to do with them, they're all good people and i respect our differences, but i havn't even been over to 3/30000000 of their houses... friends are hard to come by for me, and i know sometimes i can be a leech/bitch/annoyance/stupid thing that begs for attention and im sorry if i come off as that but... *sigh* this is going nowhere... for the record, i was emo for 2 times... 1 was about my friends or somthing about anime club or my mom yelling at me, i cant remember, my mind blocks out all neer-death/hurtful/ouchies that happen to me [tis a gift and a curse] but getting back to the emo thing, i did cut myself twice but im not cutting anymore, i swear i didnt do it to be cool that would be retarded, i did it because i was sad, i mean really sad... the 2nd time i distinctly remember because i was huddled in a corner by my bed crying and hugging my plushie and listening to my mom yell up "ohh waa im danielle i feel sorry for myself boohoo grow up!" or somthing to that order... i know this may sound crazy, but i can make up imaginary friends at any given moment, if i feel like it, i swear im not copying off of fosters i dont like that show i just like cheese... getting back to that other thing... Sage [one that i havnt shown you yet, i draw him now] was my first imaginary friend, he first appeared to me as a black mass of stars in a comma like blotch. he dissapeared and reappeared frequently like he was being sucked through a vortex or somthing, Sage didnt have a "true form" if you will, untill i was in the 6th grade, by that time i was a big Chao/Sonic Adventure2Battle fan, and the green-orange spiked hedgehog came to be in a wierd 3 second dream, he stepped into the light and that was it. he had/has a yellow pointy nose, kinda like espio's but smaller and on his face. He appeared whenever i was lonely and was like a brother to me. On one normal day, sage appeared and he was coverd in blood, a horrific sight for a quiet 13 year old whom made this apparation, he stopped coughing and a halo and wings appeared on him, and he drifted away... needless to say i was devastated, i lost my cat, my brother moved away and Sage died... honestly i still "see" him every once in a while, dont know why though, havn't seen him since around November now... i just reread this whole thing, all my friends think im crazy now dont they... oh well... as if it isnt obvious enough (im in love with a two-ton turtle-reptile-dinosaur THING how crazy can you get!?) guh... im going to bed where i can dream ;-;

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~*cough* o_o;

XD yes and still crazy :B

okokokokokokokay..... rewind!!!! --it was a trojan virus &teh comp said its harddrive was stolen.... the laptop (1 day after i last used it to type that journal) crashed too... for a different reason... its harddrive died compleatly, so mom contacted DELL & got a new hard drive... she also managed to get the info. on getting all of my files/movies/games/LIFE into temporary folders and let me put all of them on disk... (she couldn't figure out how to get them copied to disks, so i had to copy her files as well -__-;;; )

ok.... to recap... MY STUFF WAS SAVED AND THE COMPUTERZ ARE ON TEH MEND!!!!! *applause* 8D WHOOOOOOOOOT!!!!11!!!!!1!!!one XD

...so *cough* um yes, very happies

unfortunatly sisce the long weekend is over... (and i havn't reloaded the printer's software yet... must look into that ._.; )

...i will not be posting/scanning things for another week... also ive cleared out all my s and journals, and thats what im going to keep doing, so my mail doesn't pile up on me... so THANKYOUALLVERYMUCHFORTHEFAVES! ...yes

if somthing bad happend pls tell me in a comment somewhere, cause comments are the only things im reading anymore... sry no offence but... yeah im not going to spend 70 hrs. at once on my "-recently-had-its-memory-wiped-computer-"

if you want to say hi, you know my AIM ppls MoonChao222 say hi i dont care, do what ever the hell you feel like, send me a hate letter for all i care! i just need communication, cause thats what ive been missing for the past, almost, MONTH

...btw found a flash i like, if you dont fine... you dont have to watch it. it has singing, yes... *watches everyone scurry out of the room* *sigh* bah i think its sympathetic and cute. |< _____linkzzorz--> [link]
sry only on newgrounds it seems...

anywaaaayz.... SEE YA L8T3R!!!!!